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MOVING TO NEW ACCOUNT

Tue Apr 5, 2005, 10:59 AM
I have moved to so I won't be posting anymore journals here or reading anymore messages sent to this account from now on. I'll delete the deviations from the gallery when I get the chance. I just don't have the time right now. Make sure you visit my new account. There will be better deviations there than there was here and the best of Doll-maker will be found there as well.

SO VERY TIRED

Thu Mar 17, 2005, 2:18 PM
Today was the most nuts day at work I ever had. It was a good day... I mean nothing bad happened but the pace was insane. We sold over 9 dozen donuts between 6:00-7:30 AM and the pace didn't even start to slow until after 11:30. Even after that it was still pretty crazy. I had this customer today who didn't speak a word of English who wanted to order a soup & sandwish combo but she just told me the price. After she started to get a little nasty I told her that unless she wanted to eat $5.90 she would have to name some kind of food. Her daughter who was wish her could speak perfect English but for some reason she didn't even attempt to help me. What a bitch. She she stood there and smiled.
I walked home to see my mothers car. The faker skipped work. I knew that I wouldn't get the few short hours peace I get when she isn't home so I brased myself. As soon as I walked in she bitched about laundry and going with my sister to the store to get her cat's litter. You see, that was the wrong way to say hello. I got off a insane day while my faker of a mother got to relax all day. Plus, my sister and I both hate her cats and we are also allergic to them. The last thing we want to do is something for her animals which she refuses to take responcibility for. She plays with them and we feed them and change their shitter. Is that fair? I think not.
Now I have work tomorrow morning and I get out at 2:00... I hope. If we have one of OUR store managers all should go well and I'll get out when I'm supposed to. If we have one of the Walden Ave. store managers like yesterday, I'll end up getting home around 3:30 or later. Their store is slow and they seldom have to do anymore than a few orders a night. They're inexperienced and they get in the way. Our Tim Hortons is the real deal. We won quite a few awards for overall customer satisfaction, friendliness, high sales and for being so dann clean. The location also helps. We're in one of the busiest intersections in the subburbs of Buffalo, NY and we sure love our coffee and donuts.
I have a shoot with a professional model scheduled for Saturday and I'm sure that if something happens and it does not go on, she will have a good reason. She is not only professional. She is also a good friend. I'm sure it'll happen. Be sure to keep your eyes open for a load of my photos which will be submitted soon.


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:bulletblue:Aliases: Talyn
:bulletblue:Date Of Birth: November 27, 1982
:bulletblue:Current Residence: Cheektowaga, NY
:bulletblue:Interests: Photography, graphic design, martial arts, mythology, scifi, cooking
:bulletblue:Favorite Movies: Matrix Revolutions, Big Fish, The Fifth Element, Spiderman 2
:bulletblue:Favorite TV Shows: Stargate SG1, Farscape, Lexx
:bulletblue:Favorite Bands Or Musicians: Garbage, Rob Dougan, Enigma
:bulletblue:Favorite Genres Of Music: Electronic, alternative rock
:bulletblue:Favorite Artists: Oh, there are so many
:bulletblue:Favorite Colors: Sky blue, crimson red, black
:bulletblue:Favorite Poety Or Writers: George Bernard Shaw
:bulletblue:Favorite Photographers: Neeta @ [link], Tre Scott @ [link]
:bulletblue:Favorite Styles Or Digital Art: Photo Manipulation
:bulletblue:Operating System: Windows XP
:bulletblue:MP3 Player Of Choice: Winamp (Multipass Default Color Skin)
:bulletblue:Favorite Games: American McGee's Alice, Starcraft, Phantasmagoria
:bulletblue:Favorite Gaming Platforms: PC, Sony Playstation 2
:bulletblue:Favorite Cartoon Characters: Stewie (Family Guy), Stainboy
:bulletblue:Personal Quote: "If Stand with the strong but stand for the weak"
:bulletblue:Tools of the Trade: Adobe Photoshop 7.0, Macromedia Flash MX 2004

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I AM A MEMBER OF THE FOLLOWING DEVIANT GROUPS...
  • Listening to: n/a
  • Reading: The Four Agreements
  • Watching: n/a

WORK, RAM AND PLANS

Wed Mar 16, 2005, 12:40 PM
There was a manager from another location in charge today at work and she had the whole place messed up. She screwed up all our side jobs and she would insist on having her hands in everyone's work which completely threw off the balance. The only mistakes I made today were because I couldn't keep track of her interference. Argh!
I was going to go cash one of my checks so I could get some more RAM for my computer after work but for some reason it's working fine now. I don't wanna have to spend all that money unless I have to.
I'm going to redo my layout and add some new deviations as soon as I have my files back in order. I'm even thinking of starting from scratch and opening a new deviantART account as soon as my current membership is up. Doll-maker just doesn't sound right now that I'm not really making micro dolls anymore. I want my new deviantART account to be my secondary photography and design portfolio. As soon as I get some models who won't stand me up, I'm gonna get rid of most of the photo manipulations I made from others photos to leave room for things that are completely mine and mine alone.


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:bulletblue:Aliases: Talyn
:bulletblue:Date Of Birth: November 27, 1982
:bulletblue:Current Residence: Cheektowaga, NY
:bulletblue:Interests: Photography, graphic design, martial arts, mythology, scifi, cooking
:bulletblue:Favorite Movies: Matrix Revolutions, Big Fish, The Fifth Element, Spiderman 2
:bulletblue:Favorite TV Shows: Stargate SG1, Farscape, Lexx
:bulletblue:Favorite Bands Or Musicians: Garbage, Rob Dougan, Enigma
:bulletblue:Favorite Genres Of Music: Electronic, alternative rock
:bulletblue:Favorite Artists: Oh, there are so many
:bulletblue:Favorite Colors: Sky blue, crimson red, black
:bulletblue:Favorite Poety Or Writers: George Bernard Shaw
:bulletblue:Favorite Photographers: Neeta @ [link], Tre Scott @ [link]
:bulletblue:Favorite Styles Or Digital Art: Photo Manipulation
:bulletblue:Operating System: Windows XP
:bulletblue:MP3 Player Of Choice: Winamp (Multipass Default Color Skin)
:bulletblue:Favorite Games: American McGee's Alice, Starcraft, Phantasmagoria
:bulletblue:Favorite Gaming Platforms: PC, Sony Playstation 2
:bulletblue:Favorite Cartoon Characters: Stewie (Family Guy), Stainboy
:bulletblue:Personal Quote: "If Stand with the strong but stand for the weak"
:bulletblue:Tools of the Trade: Adobe Photoshop 7.0, Macromedia Flash MX 2004

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I AM A MEMBER OF THE FOLLOWING DEVIANT GROUPS...
  • Mood: Calming Down
  • Listening to: n/a
  • Reading: The Four Agreements
  • Watching: n/a

DECENT EXCUSE

Mon Mar 14, 2005, 11:38 AM
Okay, I just got an e-mail from one of the models who I had scheduled yesterday afternoon and she gave a decent excuse. She said that she lost her cell phone which had my number and address on it and she had no way to contact me. I buy that... but only enough to give them another chance. They could've e-mailed me before today but they didn't. They say that they were really looking forward to it. I'm trying to schedule a shoot with local model and professional fitness competitor, Michele Naylon. We had a shoot scheduled not long ago but conflicting priorities got in the way. She lives in Orchard Park, NY just a few minutes from me but travels a lot. I've also peaked the interest of female bodybuilder, Rhonda Lee who is known for her controversial mixed wrestling video, "Seductive Squeezing" produced by UtopiaEntertainment.Com.
Anyway, I had a good day today. We had the perfect number of people scheduled and the pace was fast but steady. That is the best pace. I was a bit of a floater today. I did a bit of whatever was needed and I still had the time to do my side jobs. Also today was pay day and I made a lot more than I thought I would. Also, I have tomorrow off as well as Saturday in which I have a shoot I know won't fall through. The model I'm working with is the best one I've ever worked with and she is a professional and a sweetie. I might have Wednesday off too. My job coach needs to take me to get a reduced bus fair pass and he asked the owner to give me the day off. If I can get someone to take my shift, I'll get it. It shouldn't be a problem. The person I'm asking is new and she really wants the hours and experience.


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:bulletblue:Aliases: Talyn
:bulletblue:Date Of Birth: November 27, 1982
:bulletblue:Current Residence: Cheektowaga, NY
:bulletblue:Interests: Photography, graphic design, martial arts, mythology, scifi, cooking
:bulletblue:Favorite Movies: Matrix Revolutions, Big Fish, The Fifth Element, Spiderman 2
:bulletblue:Favorite TV Shows: Stargate SG1, Farscape, Lexx
:bulletblue:Favorite Bands Or Musicians: Garbage, Rob Dougan, Enigma
:bulletblue:Favorite Genres Of Music: Electronic, alternative rock
:bulletblue:Favorite Artists: Oh, there are so many
:bulletblue:Favorite Colors: Sky blue, crimson red, black
:bulletblue:Favorite Poety Or Writers: George Bernard Shaw
:bulletblue:Favorite Photographers: Neeta @ [link], Tre Scott @ [link]
:bulletblue:Favorite Styles Or Digital Art: Photo Manipulation
:bulletblue:Operating System: Windows XP
:bulletblue:MP3 Player Of Choice: Winamp (Multipass Default Color Skin)
:bulletblue:Favorite Games: American McGee's Alice, Starcraft, Phantasmagoria
:bulletblue:Favorite Gaming Platforms: PC, Sony Playstation 2
:bulletblue:Favorite Cartoon Characters: Stewie (Family Guy), Stainboy
:bulletblue:Personal Quote: "If Stand with the strong but stand for the weak"
:bulletblue:Tools of the Trade: Adobe Photoshop 7.0, Macromedia Flash MX 2004

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I AM A MEMBER OF THE FOLLOWING DEVIANT GROUPS...
  • Mood: Pissed Off
  • Listening to: n/a
  • Reading: The Four Agreements
  • Watching: n/a

WORK WAS HELL!

Sun Mar 13, 2005, 1:37 PM
Work last night was Hell. I was only supposed to work from 4-6 to watch the counter while stocking was being done which is fine. That is how it worked almost every Saturday but this time it was different. There was a supervisor in training and no manager and there were 3 no-shows so I had to do 3 times as much work as I usually do and I usually do the workload of many people. I did stocking, counter, drive-thru and the dinning room all in one night and each of those it a full shift job. By the end of the night I was so tired that I almost forgot to set my alarm clock so I could get up for the shoot which I was looking forward to and which never took place. The only thing that got me passed last night was the shoot. And the money I'm earning from my job is all going to health insurance since Tim Horton's doesn't offer health insurance to regular employees until a year of employment is complete. I'm never going to move out of my mothers house and I hate it here. She holds everything I owe her over my head like a death sentence and I can never escape it. I'm going to live here till she dies and then I'm gonna live on the street. She had a large life insurance policy my sister and I are going to get when she passes but the all the crap she spends money on, we're going to have a hell of a lot of debts to pay off. I don't want pity. I just wanna understand why there is no hope for me when I've had faith for the best my entire life.

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:bulletblue:Aliases: Talyn
:bulletblue:Date Of Birth: November 27, 1982
:bulletblue:Current Residence: Cheektowaga, NY
:bulletblue:Interests: Photography, graphic design, martial arts, mythology, scifi, cooking
:bulletblue:Favorite Movies: Matrix Revolutions, Big Fish, The Fifth Element, Spiderman 2
:bulletblue:Favorite TV Shows: Stargate SG1, Farscape, Lexx
:bulletblue:Favorite Bands Or Musicians: Garbage, Rob Dougan, Enigma
:bulletblue:Favorite Genres Of Music: Electronic, alternative rock
:bulletblue:Favorite Artists: Oh, there are so many
:bulletblue:Favorite Colors: Sky blue, crimson red, black
:bulletblue:Favorite Poety Or Writers: George Bernard Shaw
:bulletblue:Favorite Photographers: Neeta @ [link], Tre Scott @ [link]
:bulletblue:Favorite Styles Or Digital Art: Photo Manipulation
:bulletblue:Operating System: Windows XP
:bulletblue:MP3 Player Of Choice: Winamp (Multipass Default Color Skin)
:bulletblue:Favorite Games: American McGee's Alice, Starcraft, Phantasmagoria
:bulletblue:Favorite Gaming Platforms: PC, Sony Playstation 2
:bulletblue:Favorite Cartoon Characters: Stewie (Family Guy), Stainboy
:bulletblue:Personal Quote: "If Stand with the strong but stand for the weak"
:bulletblue:Tools of the Trade: Adobe Photoshop 7.0, Macromedia Flash MX 2004

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I AM A MEMBER OF THE FOLLOWING DEVIANT GROUPS...
  • Mood: Pissed Off
  • Listening to: n/a
  • Reading: The Four Agreements
  • Watching: n/a

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